Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in madgurl32's LiveJournal:

Saturday, January 8th, 2005
3:53 pm	snow Well yes it snowed yesterday here and it was fucking awesome...i didnt think that it woulda stayed here but it did and it was tight...i went and walked to Kaylas house actually we ran there cuz we didnt have a ride and it was really funny...we made a snowman as tall as me aka 5'3...then we went to my house and got all dressed and went to the park where we played in the snow and played tackle football with a bunch of guys and shit...then i came home and ate some food and just layed around the hole day and watched some CSI then i went to ali and brits and we went to Jack in the Crack and ate some more food and went and rented Wicker Park..good movie..i stayed the night over there and when we woke up this morning all the snow was all gone and melted but it looks like there is another snow storm or some sort of storm coming in...then we cooked a big ass breakfast and then i came home and took a shower and got cleaned up...then my father took me to Taco Bell where i ate some food and then went to Walmart and came home...but yeah thats my exciting life where nothing ever happens but oh well cuz i would rather be doing that then getting my ass into trouble like i have been lately... but life has been pretty hard lately..my parents well my dad and his wife have been fighting a shit load and it is driving me absolutly insane and i cry myself to sleep almost everynight cuz i feel so bad that all they do is fight and its just really hard.. and my brother is moving out cuz of it cuz the reason why they fight is cuz of my brother cuz he is mean to my step mom but no one likes her anyway in the family...i wish i could move i hate it here and i wanted to move for a really long ass time but i cant.. softball was supposed to start on monday for conditioning and all that good junk but it is gonna get canceled cuz of the weather conditions... and the hole me and MArio thing is over and im pretty disappointed but guys are lame anyways but they are so damn hard to stay away from but yeah im out Current Mood: blah Current Music: Mario- Let me love you.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
4:08 pm	long time no talk... wow its been like forver and lots of stuff has happend..well kinda...this kid Mario gave me his number like a couple of fridays ago and like he is way hot and i kinda hung out with him that weekend and then he puked everywhre at Nates party and then we went to church the next day and he had a hangover ..that was quite funny but gross too..anyway that weekend went by kinda fast and then the last week of school came before x-mas break and that went bye fairly fast...then it was this weekend... Friday i went to the show with Bitter Victory playing at it...at the VFW and then i just kinda hung out there and watched them for a bit..then me kayla and andrew went to the dollar tree and we messeda around in there and stuff like that then i went home and kayla went to practice..then later that night i went and hung out with my mom and we went shopping for a bit then went and picked up Airean ....me and her went to Nickolettis and saw Cody and Mario and we hung out with them afterwards at MArios place and shit....that was really fun and i got to ride in Marios borthers car and it is nice as fuck..damn those mexicans are RICH....then me and Airy went home at like 130 and Mario and his bro Juan went to Mexico at 130 in the morning which was funny as hell i thought....then i woke up and went to LA and shit and it was pretty fun and i played softball down there until today and now im tired as hell and just wanna sleep but im out.. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Snoop- Drop its like its HOt (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
6:46 pm	good time! HEY HEY HEY...man what an exciting night it was last night. First of all I went and played softball all day with some gurls before our games today that i had to wake up to at 6 in the morning after i was up until like 12 or so. Yeah it was along ass night but it was realy fun.... YEah I went to the show that consisted of Bitter Victory, Sheas Rebellion and Moments Like These...They were all awesome and Bitter Victory did awesome..way better than when they did Battle Of The Bands....after all that stuff well at least after bitter victory i went and hung out with justin and it was really fun. we walked over to Johns where some of his band members had to take a piss and i gave him a piggy back ride...it was funny as hell..and then later on we just kinda walked around in the music place and talked and listened to the bands. I hung out with Chelsea for a lil bit but otherwise I kinda felt like an outcast....but whatever...So yeah afterwards I just left and I walked to Kaylas house and didnt really do anythign and then her mom took me home and i went to bed cuz i was tired as hell. I woke up this morning at freakin 600 or something outrageous like that and i was just really tired...cuz i didnt really sleep and i left at 730 to go to Apple Valley and there i played 2 back to back games against the same team and i played 3rd in both games and i played pretty well but i was freezing my ass off cuz it was like 20 degrees and there was freakin snow on the ground and then i was just really cold and then i came home and took a hott shower and got on the net and then went and sat in my bed for a bit and then yeah now im here but im gonna go so peace out... Current Mood: tired Current Music: Matchbook Romance- My Eyes Burn (Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
3:32 pm	?????? I dont think I have been so pissed off in the longest time. First of all this hole week has sucked major ass. I lost one of my best friends because i supposivley am i cumpulsive lying bitch and i lyed to her when i didnt and this hole thing was over a freakin guy. I have no clue what to do and im like confused about that cuz i talked to this guy for like 10 minutes at lunch but we like eachother well i like him anyway....then i just didnt know what to do after that cuz she is friends with this guy now i think but she keeps giving him a hard time about everything im thinking... My parents were supposed to be gone this weekend and then i was gonna have a couple of pl over and just hang out or whatever but then they decide last night that they are staying in town and now im bored as hell....but anyways back to what i was saying...yeah so at school today Stefani Rana decides to come up to me and fucking yell at me for the gayest reason and this Angela gurl too and i dont even know her.. i wanted to say a bunch of stuff to her but i was shocked that she even said anythign to me and i didnt know what to say but i guess oh fucking well. i just wanna fucking die right now ...so much shit has been happening lately and i hate it....i just wanna have boyfriend so it can just be me and him and so we dont have to have any drama cuz thats what im thinking goes on when u have a boyfriend u dont have drama and i just wanna love someone and someone love me back....just something simple like that... Tonight is really gay and i think im gonna go to sleep and then go to my friends recitle and watch her dance cuz she is damn good. Tomarrow im going to see Justins band play and see him and maybe hang out with him or something but im not sure what i wanna do yet cuz im just in bad ass mood right now. Then on Sunday im going to go play 2 softball games and kick some ass.. lol...but im out cuz im tired....bye Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Senses Fail- Buried a Lie (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
7:04 pm	LOVE<3 Love is a concept that isnt exactly easy to understand. Im in love and I can feel it. Its been like a tic in me for this past week and i really felt it the last couple of days." Its love..its love...its love....make it hurt." It does hurt...lol..no just kidding... Ive never been in love and all my friends are...lol...well they say they are...but who knows....lol. My parents are going to be gone next friday i hope and im hoping to to have some people over or something. Im not sure though..ill be babysitting..fun stuff..lol..i dont even know what to say except tomarrow we go back to school and then i have to like work my ass off too get my grades up so i can get my parents trust back and not screw around anymore...but i dont know what to say so im out. Current Music: Bonus Mosh Part II- TBS (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
10:59 am	YAY>>>YAY>> Anyways yeah i went snowboarding and it was something just unbelievable...but it doesnt beat surfing still but it was still fucking awesome as hell..the thing that sux the most is that my arms and my back hurt so bad..lol..it was funny though cuz we had to take this bus to where we rented our boots..thats me and WHit by the way..and like then we had to pay for that then we ran for like ever to McDonalds to catch the bus home which was really funny and we missed it but then there was another bus so we took that and made it home by like 6..and when we were snowbarding all day it was hotter than hell and then by the end of the day the temp like dropped 8 degrees so we were like freezing...lol..but it was a good time espeacially since i didnt have anyone on my mind like a usually do ....snowboarding kicks ass though and i highly recomend it even though half the ppl i kno walready do it...lol..but yeah im sore as hel and my arms hurt so im outta here but yall have a good thanxgiving cuz i cant wait to eat all the goodins..lol PEACE oh yeah and im still freezing assholes cuz its so cold up here...my hole body is fucking numb Current Mood: numb Current Music: Rain-Clint Black (Comment on this)
Monday, November 22nd, 2004
12:10 pm	officially over...:( Everything is just officially over for me...i mean with guys and stuff.. The two guys i liked im over..its been hell just thinking about them all the time and stuff..i know its pathetic and i hate it cuz im sure they dont even care and one of them has a gurlfriend..yeah so much for that.. and the other one well hes just too into his music and i can understand with the hole not wanting a gurlfriend...but yeah im leaving in an hour and a half to go to my moms and go snowboarding..im pretty siked..cuz it is gonna be PIMP..lol..this hole weekend has been boring so lets hope i can at least have some fun going up to my moms for a week. When i get back im gonna hang out with Becca and we are gonna party hardy i hope...cuz its about time to being doing that...and becca needs to have some fun. hmmm..well im off but i hope everyone who reads this has a good time over break and kicks some ass..lol...peace out. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Bury Your Head-Saosin (Comment on this)
Friday, November 19th, 2004
6:45 pm	Its a Friday night and its 6.45 with nothing to do..hmmmm... YEah well as my title says it about 7 o'clock and its a friday night and im sittting on my ass waiting for my friend Airy to come over...shes a cool chick..she has been at the hospital all day with her boyfriend because he has a lung disease and so she wanted to see him and spend time with him..i guess he was supposed to die before he was 18..well he is 18 now and its really scary for him right now...well he has a good heart so i dont think he will be dying on us anytime soon.. Today at lunch it was battle of the bands and Justins band ..well Bitter Victory did awesome..it was quite impressive but there were 2 other bands that were better than them and placed high and Edicius did really good too especially since i dont like screamo hard core shit but i liked this one. Me and Lisa and Amy were thinking about forming our own little screamo band with all gurls lol...i think it would be awesome but i dont think it is my type what so ever...I think i just need to stick with listening to it instead of playing it even though it would be very awesome to play it and some friends of mine were supposed to teach me how to play the guitar...did that ever happen...NO...but oh well.. i can just ask Amy or someone like that ..lol.. The football game is tonight and im guessing that is where everyone is...because no one is online nor calling me or they are just too busy with there boyfriends(something i dont have)...oh yeah and KAYLA is in SD ...that sux ass cuz i miss her already and she called me from her cellphone and she was in San bernadino on her way there and i guess she saw a motel caught on fire..i wish i was there to see it ...it was prob in the ghetto where all the beaners live..no offense to anyone..but yeah im gonna go now cuz my friend just arrived and we are gonna go out to a party...oh yeah and another thing im either having a kick back next friday at my place or im having a desert party and im trying to get all the money i can for alcohal so we can have a kick ass time and Kayla isnt going to be back on time for it..that SUX...she aint a big drinker anyway but oh well..lol...PEACE OUT Current Mood: okay Current Music: nothing at the moment (Comment on this)
Monday, November 15th, 2004
8:59 pm	any old day Today was an okay day...kinda boring and kinda long but it was school so I guess it was alright. Yesterday I didnt do anything...i just watched movies...White Chicks and The Clearing...The Clearing sucked and it was way boring but i watched the uncut version of White Chicks and it was so damn funny especially since I watched it with Kenny cuz he is fucking hilarious...he had to go get surgery done today in Glendale for his arm cuz he broke part of it and then he fractured the other part of it... Saturday night when i got home from softball i went out with KAyla and we went and explored the town and we just walked around for a bit and then we saw Aaron J. and Jason and like all these guys so we went and hung out with them for a while....and we went and drove around town and shit and raced in Jasons firebird...lol..it was interesting....then we went to Nate Novis's house and that was really lame so we just left and we went races some more and we went to Dennys and then Del Taco where Aaron ate some macho egg burrito...lol..and i hate egg....then Ashley Duke came and i talked to her for a bit cuz like she doesnt go to school anymore and she is really cool to talk too...then me and kayla decided to walk home and we just went to bed cuz we were hella tired from playing 3 games on Saturday and getting home around 830...well im peacin out so catcha lata... Current Mood: weird (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
8:57 pm	IM BACK.... Im back from LA and im so fucking tired..ive never been so tired in my life..well i have but im just hellatired right now...my eyes hurt and i think i rehurt my back...this sux but oh well i will just have to live with it cuz my parents spent like 5 grand on my back with all the x-rays and CT-scans and all that junk...im just gonna take some damn vicodine..lol..and that will make it feel so much better...Im gonna get some coffe maybe since Kayla is coming over and we are going out tonight and having some good ol fun..lol..I played 3 games today and i plated third..it was awesome cuz i showed em up out there....lol...but im gonna bounce...so ttyl Current Mood: tired Current Music: Rascal Flatts-These Days (Comment on this)
Friday, November 12th, 2004
2:33 pm	....liking guys suck... Its been a few days since i have written in this peicer..but whatever....i have been at my moms house for a couple of days and then i have to leave to LA to play softball in like an hour or so..i dont want to cuz there are like parties out the wazoo tonight and i want to go to some..but oh well it would be best if i didnt go. This hole week has been hell and i didnt like it at all...too much drama with guys..lets just say its time to move on now...which sux..anyways...i played softball for 4 hours on tuesday cuz i wasnt gonna be at practice yesterday and then yeah i have to play Airys position which is third and its gonna be hard i think but i will do my best to show them up..lol..i got these new Ug slip on shoes and they are so comfortable and i love them and then i got a new sweater and that is adorable.... o hyeah and my mom she freakin got a german sherperd puppy that is so damn cute...but its time for me to go to LA so i am peacin out...ttyl Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Tim McGraw- RAin (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 11th, 2004
10:26 am	NEW?? HEy Im Megan and Im new..I dont know what to write or how to use this thing..I am just getting ready to go to my softball games in Burbank ..I had a really fun time last night because I worked in this haunted house thing and i got to scare lil kids..fun stuff and then me and my friend Becca and Jill went to Matts house and jsu sat there for like and hour then came home ..but thats about it.. Current Mood: content Current Music: Simple Plan- there new song..i already forgot what it is cal (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 7th, 2004
8:10 pm	this is gay! I dont know what to say except i dont know why i wsa mad at Justin for doing shit with Tyeesa but i guess he was confused but i still wouldnt have done anything with someone even if i was confused whichi i am confused but who knows.GOSH...i hate this...why cant liking someone be so easy instead it has to be very very very hard....who knows...but im going up to my moms house on wednesday and im getting out of school early to go up there....its gonna be boreing but oh well i will be back on friday to watch the last home game for football....and then be bored the rest of the weekend...im peacin out though and i will follow up on this later.... Current Mood: confused Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Friday, November 5th, 2004
6:05 pm	wow! Well Well..today was fucking gay as all hell..and im mad..i hate school and rallies are gay as fuck even though i sat next to Justin..im not sick anymore but im extra bored cuz its a Friday night and ppl are either grounded or they are just being gay and they are busy doinga gay shit....but yeah im babysitting and i was supposed to go to the movies but that was a negatory on that one cuz gay brother had a football game and yeah..my dad didnt leave the keys to the truck so i cant drive..what a fag thats all i got to say cuz i was gonna go and visit some ppl...yeah everyone..lol. jk but yeah Kayla has to babysit and im just plain out bored and im listening to like some head banging music...ewww..but oh well..lol....hmm i dont know..but im bored again..lol... yeah last night was interesting cuz i told Justin that i wanted to be with him and then i changed my mind and i dont know why....im just a confused gurl and i never know what i want even though i want to be with him there is a part of me that doesnt..and when i see him talking to other gurls i get really jealous..i dont know what thats about and the gurls that he talks to arent even worth being jealous over..SUX but i guess that i life when u arnt going out with a guy...and Kiefer i dont know what is up with him...i guess he is just a big question mark ...just friends im guessing and that sounds good to me... Yeah and yesterday i told Matt to die his hair black cuz it was "black day" today for our rally and he DID IT..it looks really good and he listened to me thats what is really funny i didnt think that he was really gonna do it cuz like he has never dies his hair before in his hole life..just about almost every guy i know has before but not him...lol... Im going snowboarding next weekend i hope but that guy who invited me is wierd and im not sure if i want to go with him cuz i havent talked to him in like for freakin ever and i would be really uncomfortable cuz man he has some really weird friends and he is just wierd himself...but oh well i guess it wouldnt really matter cuz i would be snowboarding....but i have to go up to my moms anyway and then i would have to be doing something cuz i cant just go up there and then just look at the snow....but yeah im peacin out so ill write later Current Mood: bored Current Music: Senses Fail-Rum is for drinking, not burning (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
4:18 pm	hmmmm??? Well today was pretty gay cuz i felt like crap and it was just a boring day but it was alright. Well today at lunch I went to go talk to Justin and he was talking to Sidney and I was like really jealous and it sucked major ass cuz i wanted to talk to him but I thought that it would be really weird if i went up to him to talk to him and Kiefer was talking to the one gurl i hate the most..no names though, but whatever its all good. On friday im supposed to be going to the movies with my team to go see The Grudge ..how gay huh?...i dont want to do anything with them cuz im pissed off at them but whatever i will act like im excited to go with them..lol..but yeah i just wanted to stop in a say hello even though no one comments me on this shit or anything and my only friend is Justin. well im peacin out..... Current Mood: jealous Current Music: Senses Fail- Buried a Lie (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
7:12 pm	hey Wow Im like really sick and I stayed home from school today and just slept all day. It was good cuz I got to catch up on my sleep from this past weekend. YEah it was long as hell. My throat hurts like a freakin bitch but its all good. Yeah well Im all confused about the hole guy situation between Justin and Kiefer but I think I know what I want to do but I think Im gonna wait and make sure that that is exactly what I want to do but I think that it is a wise decision. I cant wait to see Bitter Victory on the 19th of this month. Its gonna be so much fun because Ive never really seen them play and they will have there new full band playing in it with some new ppl in it. Awesome possum!!!!-lol. but yeah Im gonna go and listen to some jams and go to bed cuz im tired as all hell....Peace out! and I missed u at school today babe!..u know who u are!!!! Current Mood: sick Current Music: Feels like Today- Rascal Flatts (Comment on this)